It wasn't too bad. [ Except it was, because she was that bored, and can we change the topic now. ] But yes, watching movies with ice cream and home made cookies is much better. [ By leagues. ]
[ She is also kind of really tickled pink that you said that. uwu ]
I guess we'll have to find other stuff to watch beyond chick flicks and Disney, though. I mean, I don't mind doing the Disney thing again, but... yeah.
[ Relaxing at that. She used to have a hard time talking to anyone about whatever bothered her. She hated showing any sign of weakness or vulnerability. ]
Chick flicks and teen movies were kind of my life back then. Yeah, the stuff we watched is exaggerated, but... the essence pretty much sums it up.
[ She really, really likes the fact that your priorities are so simple. You're good at putting things into perspective. ]
That's true. [ A little softly, but with an easier smile than what was on her face earlier. ] I'm still not entirely sure what "Brianna" is supposed to mean just yet, though.
[ She's been questioning that a lot as of late, especially in light of her most recent decisions and the consequences they have had. ]
[ She loves you so much, it actually hurts. Ultimately, Arcadia was really lonely. She had told herself, for the first few months, that it was the right thing to do. After that, though...
Anyway, she is plopping her head down on your shoulder. When she speaks, her voice is soft. ]
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[ Oh, wait... ]
Okay, well. Maybe Kaz? And Josh. Maybe!
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I would really rather not watch movies with them.
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[ She knows for a fact that Josh would make for great company for just about any movie. ]
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[ Not that she... didn't enjoy some of them. But you know. Same sentiments, and all. ]
Although, it's not as bad with you, I suppose. [ Small smile. She'll take your side, of course. ]
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[ She is also kind of really tickled pink that you said that. uwu ]
I guess we'll have to find other stuff to watch beyond chick flicks and Disney, though. I mean, I don't mind doing the Disney thing again, but... yeah.
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[ She's smiling, but she's also looking down at the way her hands are twisting around.
Yeah, she's having Thoughts now. ]
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What are you thinking?
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Chick flicks and teen movies were kind of my life back then. Yeah, the stuff we watched is exaggerated, but... the essence pretty much sums it up.
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[ But she'll squeeze your hand anyway. ]
Like you said. It was your life back then.
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[ She had, after all, not really been living her life. She had been doing it through a proxy: her fetch. ]
It's a little bewildering to consider now that I've actually started thinking about it more.
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Does it matter now? At the end of the day, you are still Brianna.
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That's true. [ A little softly, but with an easier smile than what was on her face earlier. ] I'm still not entirely sure what "Brianna" is supposed to mean just yet, though.
[ She's been questioning that a lot as of late, especially in light of her most recent decisions and the consequences they have had. ]
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[ She gives her hand another reassuring squeeze. ]
And I'll be here, the Hounds will be here, if you need any help.
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Anyway, she is plopping her head down on your shoulder. When she speaks, her voice is soft. ]
Thanks, Yulia.